Thursday, July 28, 2005
Happy 21st Birthday dear!!
Pinked it at 10:27 PM
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
I hate myself......
Pinked it at 8:36 PM
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Monday, July 25, 2005
Have been having mixed feelings recently.....Suddenly it occured to me that things are no longer the same and I am suppose to adapt quickly to these changes. But I find it difficult. This is when I finally realised that over reliance on a person can be harmful. I have been having the same habits for the past 2 years and now I have to change all these habits and to learn to stand on my own. What makes it even harder is that these habits r all emotional habits. Can it be changed?
Me at present state = fear+ troubled + despair + loneliness + helplessness
Loving someone can be miserable too....
Pinked it at 10:06 PM
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
Heya my friends,
Anyway so sorry to disappoint u guys everytime u visit my blog...i promise i will update frequently in the future...I have decided to make the blogspot thingy my homepage in my com so that i will be reminded to update my blog frequently...heez..And did u guys realise that the page looks nicer now... :) I spent like hours resizing the boxes n shifting the words so that it can fill up the whole page...ok...cos im basically a html idiot...but hey i did learn alot by "trial and error".
Well anyway here are some latest updates on my life:
1. I contracted Dengue fever and fell ill on 11th June. I was hospitalised for 5 days with one tube of blood drawn out of me everyday. Life was really really terrible then...had to sleep in the horrible hospital bed with no television and with my whole body full of rash and itching away like nobody's biz... One thing, I did not get bitten at home...i got bitten at North Point arcade...yea...quite dumb...at least that was the only bite i remebered getting. But special thanks to the pple who came to visit me in the hospital: michelle (who came on two days to accompany me), Daniel (who brought strawberries), Linyin (who came with many yummy food), Kang Hao, Linyin's brother, Lao Shi(who is so pretty now...heez she is my p6 teacher), n most importantly my turtle who came everyday faithfully with fresh watermelon juice :)
2. Due to my dengue fever, I had to skipped my Special Sem exam and bcos of that I was given an "incomplete" grade and have to redo the module all over again...which means over 20 hours of lab once again.....sigh...not only were my efforts in special sem wasted...even money was wasted....750 bucks!! Sigh...Went to appeal a few times but they said i completed all the labs already so no refund can be done and there is no such things as deferrence of exam in NUS...so basically I was really unlucky...Beginning to suspect that I have this "thing" with hols. Last hols I had chicken pox and this hols i had dengue...see....is this plain unluckiness or cos im allergic to hols?????
3. I had a very belated bday present but its a fantastic prezzie!! Heez....finally have my very own digital cam! Bought a Casio Exlim one....Quite a good camera....have unlimited video recording with audio...5 Megapixels....but sigh I guess im out of the CANON gang...hahahaha.....shirley, aql, clarice n jo all CANON gang one...somemore think 3 out of 4 have exactly the same model! Aiyo...nvm lah hor we be the C gang....hahaha!
4. After my dengue fever, my immunity has totally gone down to zero....I was very sick for one week due to a serious flu and fever....and after a few days I had another flu....So now the only thing i can do is to drown myself with Vitamin C everyday..hahaha...
Tht's all the major events that happened to me like within the 3 months of hols.....and soon school will start in a few days time.... another term of stress and work...will end my note here...but hey dun worry cos u will see an update in my blog soon! heez...i promise ;)
Pinked it at 5:23 PM
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