Friday, January 27, 2006
I am finally going to take up ballroom dancing! Heez..something that I have always wanted to do. Have been looking outside for classes but they are all very expensive until I came upon the NUS SNB (Social and Ballroom dancing club). Went for the welcome tea today and it was like a triple, quadraple WOW WOW WOW WOW! They were really really good! I was totally inspired and am even more driven now! Though I am not sure if I have talents in it but I sure do hope to go on further after taking the elementary and intermediate classes. Hopefully to the competitive side..but nah..still early..havent even gotten my legs and body moving yet. Shall not think too much but concentrate and work hard in my upcoming courses, Waltz and Samba. Can't wait to get it started! In fact, I have never been so decisive in making such a decision as it does take up quite a bit of time but I really can't bear to see this opportunity slipped me pass. It has always been my dream after I joined dance in NY, to go into ballroom dancing. Heez but hopefully my passion for it doesn't die out...There will be classes during the hols too..if any of you are interested let me know then we can join together k?
Chinese New Year is just 1 day away!! YEAHOO!! Gong xi gong xi gong xi!
Pinked it at 12:09 AM
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
Thanks everyone! My grandma is alright now..just that her memory is failing her and she has become a little glutton...asking for food almost every minute...heez..just like me. She has been asking for 'teh-po'(means tea that is not so concentrated) and mee siam! HAHA...greedy grandma...but I am glad she is asking for food..at least is shows she is getting better. ;)
Went for a new haircut! Sigh..but my sis thinks that I look too old..well..wat's done is already done.. hope it's not too ugly...anyway a new look for the new year! No photos yet..cos havent taken any nice one yet..haha
Pinked it at 9:34 PM
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Sunday, January 15, 2006
I thought I was stronger than that. My life sucks now. Everything is in a mess. All the problems that we tried to bury so hard for almost a year resurfaced again. Lost my main pillar of support at the same time...
I once asked Michelle, "why is my life full of so many problems?", she replied, "To make u a stronger person". I am definitely not strong now. But I hope I will be...
Pinked it at 10:40 PM
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
The past week has been a hectic week. My grandma fell sick...very sick. When I was told that my uncle doesn't want further treatment to be done on her so that she does not get tortured further, I was devastated. I was unable to accept the fact that someone I love so dearly is going to leave me. I didn't want her to go just like that. I wanted to see her but there was only so little that I could do. I could'nt drive myself to malaysia to see her. I couldn't oppose to my uncle's decision to let her be treated. The only thing I could do was pray for her at home, hoping that someone would do something to save her. I was glad that they finally made the decision to send her back to singapore to be treated. Only then, was I more relieved. At least there is still some hope. But some had told me that it was selfish to let her hang there...if she wishes to go, we should let her go. Just take it that I am selfish but I really couldn't stand there and watch her go. On the first day that she was discharged in, she was all skin and bones, breathing with the help of oxygen tubes and was semi unconscious. It was painful to see her in this state but we had to hold back my tears. The last thing that she wants to see is us crying over her.
It was the first time in my life that I feel death crawling so closely into my life. I am not a strong person by nature, I think I will never be. Sometimes I just wonder how am I ever to get through all these inevitables in my life.....
She is better now though. She is off the oxygen tube, out of intensive ward and is finally on food. Have been rushing from school to hospital almost everyday and made a point to stay with her the whole of today. I know these aren't enough to compensate her for the times that I neglected her when she was living with us. But we have promised her with lots of Mac's ice cream cones, fish fillet, KFC's whipped potatoes and countless mahjong sessions with my friends...heez...yea...my grandma is that funky...
Thanks Michelle, for visiting my grandma and cheering her up with mahjong.
Thanks Shirley, Qianling and Joanna for wanting to visit her and constantly asking about her condition.
Thanks Clarice, for consoling me when I was really down...
Thanks my friends, for all your prayers and blessings...she is better now...and thanks for being there for me. Love you guys!
Pinked it at 9:21 PM
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Monday, January 09, 2006
I dun want her to go...i haven fufilled my new year resolution to be a good gal yet...Please dun go...
Pinked it at 8:21 PM
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Took a couple of online tests to better understand myself as the new year kicks in...mayb you guys can try it...well, just for the fun of it...
What is your signature colour? http://web.tickle.com/invite?test=1166&type=t
Pink Chiffon
There's nothing saccharine about you — your sweetness is one hundred percent natural! A gentle, thoughtful romantic like you must be paired with a color that's soft and warm — but still has a subtle sophisticated sheen. That's why Pink Chiffon is the perfect color for you! You're probably known for making the most of every situation and trying to see the best in people. But while you may be cheerful and innocent at times, you're nobody's fool. You may see the world through rose-colored glasses, but you can still see, after all.While you make wise insights time after time, it's probably your good nature and perpetual optimism that are what you're known for and what make you a joy to be around. Even those who sometimes make fun of your Pollyanna-like proclamations will turn to you when they need a friend and some cheering up. So keep pink, Chiffon. With you around, the world's a better place!
True?
Heez...though my fav colour is pink but not sure if the interpretation is accurate since I have no idea how pple view me as a person and as a friend. Guess it's for you guys to judge bah...
Do you follow your heart or your head?
Heart-strong Romantic
Whether you planned it or not, you just can't help but follow your feelings when it comes to matters of l'amour. You're a passionate person who can't ignore things that fit you to a T — whether it's that perfect pair of jeans, a good cause, or the love of a lifetime.Sure, things don't always go according to plan, but with an irrepressible drive like yours, you'd better get used to it! Living life as a fake just isn't in the cards for you. So open up your arms and embrace what life throws your way — especially if it happens to be the man of your dreams!
Yea...think I tend to follow my heart more. Have never been a very rational person especially at times of confusion. Romantic? hmm...guess this should be a common trait for most gals.
What is your beauty aura?
Natural
When it comes to how you present yourself to the world, you strongly believe that keeping things simple — whether it's your relationships, career, or face soap — is the best way to be beautiful. You're satisfied with what nature gave you and aren't afraid to show your confident, unadorned self to the world. Your beauty routine is all about maintenance. You keep your skin clean, your body moisturized, and add a splash of color to lips and eyes when the situation demands it. Other than that? You feel best looking as fresh as nature intended. In the course of being au naturelle you may sometimes forget to cut loose and have fun. You should feel free to dress up now and then or splurge on a scent. Spoil yourself, now and then, as nature intended.
Think this is not very accurate cos I'm the laziest gal around who spends the least time on myself but when I go out, I do make an effort to make myself looks presentable. Other than that, I just wash my face with facial wash and that's it. Only when I feel like it, then i will splash some moisturizers or toner on myself...sigh...come to think of it...what a lazy gal I am...
世界没有丑女人, 只有懒女人. ---hmm..how true...
I'm not sure if the link above works cos by right have to send via email so we compare scores...Can try it if you are bored...heez...
Planning to take up tuition cos i will be quiting cblc and there will be totally no income..So if you guys have any tuition lobangs in the north, let me know k?
Going for lunch now, before I start a 16 hour expt...
Pinked it at 12:56 PM
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