Sunday, June 04, 2006

This is going to be my busiest hols. For the past 1 and a half weeks, I have been going to lab at about 9 plus and going home at 9 plus at night. That is like 12 hrs of lab everyday. But then I begin to figure that perhaps that is due to inefficiency on our part. For example, when i first started, i did a mini column for 3 hours. Now I can do it within half an hour! ha! That is like 6 times more!! In the end, I completed a task that was given to me in one month due date in 1 n a half weeks time. Working too hard? yea...i think so...I had to give up my last salsa class and one lesson of revision for ballroom. Sigh..that was the last thing that I want to sacrifice. In this busy and stressful period, dance is perhaps the only thing that is MINE that I can enjoy. But the rushing here and there for classes is putting me in a dilemma. I have a feeling that I would finally put dance aside till i finish my honours year. But I am confident that I would pick it up again and when I finally do it, I want to go competitive. A promise to myself and I put it down on this very day on my blog as a reminder that i have an ambition in dance. :)

Back to the busy hols...Almost every one of us have heard in some point of our life from someone that says "ask yourself", "ask your heart" or "follow your heart". But honestly speaking, can we hear our heart at all? I really dunno what I want in life. I know I want to work in a pharmaceutical company, i know I want to dance, I know I love kids, I know I like a life that is free and easy and yet love the idea of being in high status in the area of science (like heading a research team). So is there a way i can incorporate all these in my life? I dunno. Maybe, I can dance n still be in a research team and when I retire, I shall open a childcare centre? Or should I just be a childcare teacher now? Sigh..life is full of decisions, and I really hate to make them. Many times I have thought of quitting my degree halfway and go pursue a diploma in childcare so I can be a childcare teacher, so sometimes I really dun understand y am i still going for honours??????????????????????

At the crossroad of life..does it mean more troubles? or more opportunities in fufilling our ambitions?

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